it disgusts me to see, how weak a person's principles in terms of decisions can be.

a moment ago you can be bitching about somebody as if desperately needed your stand made known and sided upon, and that moment later you go saying "she's so funny ah" in an all adoring manner.

not once or twice. nauseating many.

here at 6:58 AM

you should talk to your mother and request for her take on that feeling.

everytime she change your sheets, does she even expect a simple thank you? she already know it won't happen, but she still change them anyway.

this 2-syllable word is so heavy on us now. but just how much time do we have before she can't even hear us anymore?

here at 10:01 PM

i am getting irritated. we're still at the early stage but yes i already am.

it pisses me at how disgusting you can get. all that fake put ups just to grasp those attention of the most pathetic living thing.

time and again you put yourself at the top of the world, but who is acknowledging that? it's plain imaginations.

you talk about her, i believe the same way you would talk about me. to everyone. what are you trying to prove?

here at 2:19 PM

i was dozing off in front of a very interesting (or so i find) movie i was watching on tom365.com around 12mn. now i am wide awake, wondering what is there to do next, at this hour.

this sleeping issue is not the only thing i need to deal with. there's something seriously wrong with me, i asked myself, have i gone crazy?

i have dealt with countless procrastinations in the past months. and to date, none of them were ever taken of the list. nothing done. still there. i'd rather open and shut my mouth repeatedly in front of my computer than do my laundry. i'd rather not drink water than boil some. i'd rather just sit and wait. i've got lots of time on hand. i just won't do anything.

i had something to blog about but just decided it's nothing. forgotten.

i miss hunnie a lot. it's another week before he pass out for a 2 week long holiday. not exactly long but wadda, after 3 long months, yes. not much plans yet but we'll be going to malaysia to get things done. he deserves a massage now. and food of cos.

here at 4:51 AM