natalie

i blog when i get bored,
and get bored when i blog.
he is undergoing ns,
what do you expect?
really.

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Monday, September 20, 2010


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tell me why i never ever get to finish my koi without feeling nauseaus.


i finally did what i've been saying i will for the past year.
j had a shock that i made that move but still respected my decision that was relayed to him today.
of cos he understands right?
that i should not be locked in there without a promise to better prospects.
):
kinda can't bear to leave.

prior to this, jo was already thanking me for my help for the past 2 years. she's always this sentimental 大姐 who cries at the slightest thing.
cher and jan asked immediately after i walked out of j's office after a long hour.
cher was so complaining about losing a kaki for this year's d&d, and not being able to 偷师 after she get her license. i don't know what gave her that idea but she's always telling me how she wish to drive like me. wtf.
jan was just whining away the whole time but can see she's truly happy for me. she's always reprimanding herself for being way too comfortable in that place, making it all the more difficult to leave irregardless of how unhappy her job makes her.

so feel like going back tomorrow and retract.
but so 丢脸.




here at 9:30 PM


Monday, September 13, 2010


wah

another bullet through my efforts sends all determination away.
this friday shall be it.

uh, what's going on?
you've received your betrothal gifts?

=3
  • parents-in-law's anniversary
  • sister-in-law's birthday
  • nephew's first day at school
  • brother-in-law's wife's promotion
  • niece's sweet 16
  • cousin-in-law's convocation
  • all the in-law's 50th, 60th, 70th... 120th birthdays
  • are you sure you're ready for this?


here at 10:07 PM


Saturday, September 11, 2010



今天是怎么了 好不舒服
喝了几包快乐果汁都舒缓不了

不想想起你



here at 11:13 PM



昨天;今天




here at 4:54 PM


Monday, September 6, 2010


this cannot go on

i just realized
actually
there are a lot of things
i'd rather i not know

these things
i can easily
choose not to know

i am so
unhappy
):

appear
please

so that i
can stop
searching

)))):


here at 10:34 PM