xan called me at 12 midnight yesterday. it was kinda late considering he usually call me at 10pm. maybe it was a good time, it had completely slipped my mind till he greeted me with a '"happy monthsary bunnie!" oh yes. it is 22nd again.

i used to be very particular about that. 22nd of every month. but this morning, i had to be mindful about veiling my disconcertion, as i hovered away impatiently at my taskbar's clock.

things have gone up in a frenzy lately. is it because of my soon-to-cease idling days? or the uncalled concern over my conjecturably mediocre exam results?

here at 2:41 PM