i know if i keep seeing you that thought will never go away. but desire often overrule determination. and i won't turn my head away.

maybe i'll really end up keeping the distance and hopefully time can alleviate this fervor. cliche i know, and i also know i just made myself sound like an animal. but i really hope i can devour him!!



but anywayyyyyy all the mourning aside, i just received my online purchases! isn't that like some god damn illuminating news among all the recent calamity (much of it i wouldn't mention at all)? and i'm so expecting the upcoming batch worth over a thousand bucks which is scheduled to arrive within the next 2 weeks. giggle and sniggers! you see why i love working here, all my neighboring colleagues are very encouraging shopaholics!

here at 8:38 AM