i think all of us love to write in such a manner that it instills suspense.
i wanna go to school again. am too late for the January intake; i was informed that our cert will only arrive in May 2010. oh and btw, my results damn gone!
feeling pretty disturbed at work, i am desperately hoping the boutique can start up soon. i am scratching away at this place, being intimidated by random stalker-like being, my sense of security being threatened knowing what he's been trying to do. and working for a wrong boss is getting to me. i am tasked with irrelevant responsibilities that i can't say no cos there is always this dumb line called "any other adhoc tasks as instructed by superior". damn nnb.
i'm wearing out. i can't even draw half the amount of strength in arguing with you anymore. not because i've admitted defeat, but it checks against whether it's worth the while. you being you, you being so about yourself, 4 years and my opinions were never respected. it was never asked for. why not save the energy for the corporate-political fight? a more reasonable community exists there, at least.
talk about being unappreciative, what am i to do? don't keep making me run away.