i'm just feeling dead sorry for myself.
don't say you are useless, i am not allowing you to activate at all.
i never will. never will dance with his enemy.
don't push it. really. i won't know how to make it up to you.
i dread this feeble awareness, dread having to push you a little further each time.
you didn't sign up for all these.

how is it that everytime i'm here i sum everything up in emo-notion. haven't been granted the best of myself of late. i sit down at the end of every day feeling a little more sad than the one before. a little more distracted too. what the fuck happened to 有花生吃好过没花生吃?

and i drove her into
someone else's eyes, someone else's arms
someone else's obvious moves

here at 5:30 AM