natalie

i blog when i get bored,
and get bored when i blog.
he is undergoing ns,
what do you expect?
really.

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Monday, March 8, 2010


i didn't let you go

you are buried somewhere in me.
no doubt insignificantly but it pinches me the hardest when it does.
if you are still as worried as you always have been, he has been taking great care of me.
though clearly no one can surpass what you have done.
you won't have to question him, we know you have been watching.
i'm sure he misses you just as much. he still squabble just as much. he irritates us just as much.
yes haha he still can do the duck mouth all the same.
and we've come a long way, thank you for your utmost blessing.
thank you for clearing the paths for me. it haven't been smooth sailing all these years but things do iron out eventually.
i'm very sorry i didn't visit, at all. i have no excuse and i just didn't.
i tried to keep up with your family but i decided we all needed to be not reminded of it this year.
please, be happy. somehow.


here at 11:00 PM